So Crazy

This is ridiculous; I need to stop thinking about this shit. Gah…

So I had a lil’ time ta kill tonight/
Thought I’d grab a pen, a pad an chill an write/
Sit down on ma couch ready to laze/
Keep on thinkin’ back, to the past couple a days/

Girl, from the start we been really straight up/
We never tellin’ lies, drama it never caught up/
We got it good, it’s perfect, but real an honest/
From that day in the rain, to the plane in august/

Never cause me stress, so I treat you like a queen/
Bringin’ wine, dine on the best, for you imma fiend/
Yo an always for desert, the sex is crazy/
All these other little girls they got nuthin’ on ma lady/

This past week, life, just built up an stress/
Well I guess it took a hold, yeah it got the best of me/
So I slept restlessly, I couldn’t take it/
Made nothin’ into somethin’, it made me wanna break shit/

Ma bloods up, I’m thinkin’ bout some other dude’s hands/
Touchin’ on your skin, gettin’ in, meetin’ your demands/
You know I always try to stay mature/
But another dude sweatin’ over you makes mature blur/

And there I am, gettin’ all worked up/
Callin’ all my boys, gettin’ ready to serve up/
Some nastiness, yo I get my thug mood on/
Sittin’ in my room pumpin’ sad songs till the dawn/

When really all I should’ve done is talked to you/
But I was scared, didn’t what to expect, it’s true/
I knew you would never ever do me like that/
But I felt like crap, and I guess it hit back/

An sure enough when you came to see me/
We were laughin’ so quick, you made it so easy/
Believe me girl, I’m so glad you my baby/
And I’ll only say it once I’m sorry I’m so crazy/